I thought I'd be crossing off #5 right about now but instead I'm still working my way through #24 and #25. Like yesterday for example. I didn't spend my day experiencing Vietnam. Instead I went to work and on my lunch break scheduled two doctors appointments. Two you say? Well it should have been four, but, honestly, I couldn't handle scheduling FOUR. SEPARATE. DOCTOR'S. APPOINTMENTS. AT. ONCE. so I just settled for two. I mean, not that I complaining. A few months ago there was talk that I might have MS which has been pretty much ruled out. So, let's be clear. I AM NOT COMPLAINING.
It's just that, well, I'm tired of not feeling well so I've finally stopped putting off making appointments and seeking answers and not taking "just live with it" at face value any more. But more importantly, I had all these hopes that I'd be traveling around with Misty right now. And I'm fine with it not working out, mostly. But still a little piece of me is sad that I wasn't able to meet up with her at some point during her seven month journey.
She returns in December and as much as I've tried to figure out a way to meet up with her, as time marches on, I'm feeling less and less hopeful that it's actually going to happen. And that's okay. I know I'll see her when she returns. But when I cited "embrace the unexpected" I was hoping it would be more headlines like "free cupcakes fall from the sky in Seattle" and "housing market continues to grow despite analyst projections". Not, "you're not feeling well so now you must decide between adventures and appointments". Leave it to Misty to figure out a way to fit both in:
I hate monkeys. That is, except for Davy, Mickey, the blonde one, and the guy with the stocking cap.